I find there are very rare chances in my day to day life to
meet a really crazy person. Sure,
Victoria is full of the homeless and lots of drug addiction of course, but it’s
not the same. Of course where I work
downtown lots of disheveled shuffle past, making random noises or half walking
half dancing from the crack rock, but if movies and TV have taught me anything
about mental illness it is just not quite the same. And what makes mental illness even more
interesting is the cultural context totally affects how people in that culture
interact with them. In some cultures
people who mutter, hear voices, or have other collections of behaviors that set
them apart from the average person are revered or treated as touched by divine
or supernatural forces, or just generally treated special in some way. In North American Eurocentric culture however
they are treated as having a maladaptive problem that must be dealt with, like
back pain or high cholesterol.
Of course this involves drug related treatment, and it seems
like our society is at the point where any abnormalities or behaviors that
don’t fit the norm need to be medicated, either at doctor direction or desired
by the patient themselves. And let’s be
clear, this is the same culture that has normalized people imitating The Jersey
Shore. I guess having excessive over
tanned skin and ugly haircuts isn’t enough to have someone committed to a
mental hospital. Ultimately, as with
most other illnesses, it is more important that you are socially functional
than any other sort of problems, mental or physical. Being productive, having a job and some sort
of friends and family life need to be hindered in some way before anything can
be considered problematic. This is
probably why prohibition was revoked, and why many people choose to self-medicate,
because as long as you can hold down a job and aren’t beating your wife, nobody
cares enough beyond that how well you are doing or how you feel about this life
you’ve been thrust in to. How many
functional alcoholics do you know? There
are few fates worse than not being able to fit in or get along with people
around you, which is probably why people will do whatever it takes to change
themselves, including self-medicating. Even homeless people value their
relationships with their fellow peers, and I’m sure some people who are
addicted to hard drugs do them because it makes them feel like they can fit in,
or at least participate in their subculture on some level.
The internet probably maintains the best chance for having
an interaction with a sincere, down to earth Lovecraft style crazy person,
since neither you nor they have to leave the house for this to happen. And while if you spend a lot of time online
you might be lead to think our civilization is at the apex of crazy people, I
would guess this isn’t actually so, since people are just more apt to be open
about their craziness online. I’m sure
many people have enough intelligence and discipline to confine their personality
quirks online, and come across as perfectly normal when face to face.
Recently though while reading recent Psychology literature
on Emotional Intelligence I came across a term I’ve never heard before called Apophenia. This is a condition in the scientific grey
area of crazy-but-not-quite-diagnosis-crazy, studied in the context of the more
extreme version as schizophrenia, described as the experience of seeing meaningful patterns or connections in random
or meaningless data. A good example of
this would be conspiracy theorists like 9-11 truthers, or Jim Carry in the
movie The Number 23. Like many
constructs of psychology, this can have a wide spectrum of implication, and
taken to extremes, can make a person’s lives problematic. In my mind this seems to relate back to the
problem of thinking you are unique, special or especially lucky, such as
gamblers who think they can see the pattern in games of chance or finding
images of the Virgin Mary in water stains and chicken nuggets. Taken to a less harmful extreme are people
like film students, who (in my personal favorite example) interpret a movie
like The Exorcist as being some sort of metaphor for homosexuality, where two
male ‘lovers’ exorcise the female from their lives, with the possessed girl
being a corrupt, physically ugly being of power trying to confuse and control
them. While this is a fascinating
interpretation, neither the writer nor movie director had any intention of
making this the underlying theme of the movie.
There has been some interesting research in apophenia, such
as a study by Mintz and Alpert (1972) where they found that 40% of non-clinical
participants hear the song “White Christmas” when played white noise and given
a simple suggestion, and that those who are prone to hallucinations are more
likely to hear it. Another study using
Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (basically rubbing powerful electronic
magnets across your skull) found that stimulating the left lateral temporal
cortex reduced the perception of meaningful information in noise, and since TMS
has an inhibitory effect it is thought that this type of thinking originates in
this area (Bell et al, 2007).
Sure, by the strict definition of apophenia, overanalysis of
what is going on around you may be a symptom, but I don’t think anyone would
argue this is a mental illness…it’s creative thinking. Creativity itself is just connecting two
unrelated ideas, and forms the very basis for progress and new ways of thinking
in human existence. Really, everything
we do as humans can be thought of as over interpretation…any other animals just
seek food, shelter, mating and relaxation.
We are different in that we are constantly striving over mentally
conjured ideals to give us purpose, but is that not just extreme over
interpretation of the world around us compared to the lives of the lions and
the tigers and the bears? Apophenia
drives us to philosophize a higher meaning and gives rise to more complex forms
of humor – such as upping the ante in repetitious humor by making the joke
progressively more convoluted and complex, tying in less and less related ideas
until the joke does not even resemble itself.
Overthinking things just seems to be a component of creativity, and
might just be its very essence. Seeing
things that aren’t there are, depending on the situation, both genius and madness,
the very root of paranoid – the only thing that sets them apart is application
– applying apophenia to engineering problems such as architecture, energy or
food production can make you a wealthy, benevolent savior, but apply it to
social relationships, government regulations, secret testing and political
intrigue and you become a paranoid schizophrenic. The difference, I suppose, is between the
practical, physical, directly useful, vs. abstract social order and what are
they up to and what really happened at this historical moment. Taking history at face value is almost
certainly not what actually happened, as we know that the victors write the
history books, but for reasons that aren’t clear to me this is frowned on at
large. Is re-examination of social
policy frowned on for some deep rooted genetic level reason, or has the idea
just been pounded in to our heads for generations as to be seen as a natural
belief of order?
While the treatment of mental illness has many beneficial
applications and has been helpful to people…epilepsy comes to mind as a good
example, I can’t help but think of how much creativity as a whole we are losing
to overmedication and stigmatizing minor mental illness…things like strange art,
bizarre new inventions and radical social theory. While many people feel like the problems they
struggle with daily like depression and anxiety strangle and stop them from
leading full lives, these problematic states often lead to amazing novel ideas.
1 comment:
I've always felt the same. My creativity isn't a disease, and a Lot of Geometriya requires foresight in patterns. But, Geometriya is religious therefor it's a disease.
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